its onli a cough.is training banned or sth??

today..shall recap on EVERYTHING.since im so free now..hahas..

went to sch and reached at abt 6.45am?ya..den went to the place where we put our bags..den saw tse ruey..so asked her to pass my mc to jaymond..den my sis asked mii to help her put a present in mdm ros's shelf..

walk up..almost knocked into a guy..den suddenly.'ello' den i was like.turn arnd?oh.royston.hahas.den wave back.

go to class awhile.den walk down again to gather for the x ctry thing..

after that..went back to class for literature..mr singh looked so boy-cute.hahas.he's nice.

den had the stupid aces day thing..it was quite boring..though i kept laughing..hahas..

went back to class and realise mrs yeo wasn't there..so spent the half an hr slacking..recess.just went down as usual to eat..

chinese..din reallie do much..

it was the concert!!hahas..

the 4/3 performance was the best..but the others were good too.=) i guess im gonna miss my seniors.loads.hai..

rushed back to lps as fast as i could..

on my way out saw royston again..but was on the phone wif cheryl..so din bother to do anything.im retarded kays?
found out mrs tan's hopsitalised..wad happened??take care of urself kays mrs tan?and u can onli eat the swiits when u're fully recovered.hope u'll get well soon..

reach lps le..saw loads of ppl..saw gor too.yep.missed u LOADS.hahas.but feel tt.some things just weren't the same between us anymore..i guess the parents thing can be put off..cos we dun reallie contact much huh?..yea..

we were like..standin arnd doing nth..den finally.we decided.to go westmall.hahas.

reach le..mii,esther,cheryl,liangying,yeeping,shilin,rochelle,brenda,kimhock,kenneth,jiameng,gongtuo
went to the food court and eat..saw jerelyn..daisy..

and guess wad?when i was eating..i saw benny.and the first thing tt came to my mind was,oh.benny.where's pamala?they muz be goin out today.

walked out wif esther to the toilet.saw some1 familiar.omg?royston again.and i was so totally retarded..

there was like guys shoutin outside?esther de peng you.

after tt received msg.
u at westmall ar?
who else could have sent tt.hahas.used esther's hp to reply.thks loads galfren.

and we the whole grp includin jw they all walked out to look for huang lao shi...but couldn't find her..so we went back to westmall..

u can say we were loitering la..saw royston again[gosh.we meeet dunno how many times today]
he was wif his pri sch friends too.

in the end,i went home first..but think onli esther knew it?yeah..din reallie wanna make it an announcement..

while alone for the whole time,i tot.
i do miss lps.and i miss it loads.the old times.
but today?somehow or rather.i felt left out too.

i tot i would onli feel like tt in sec sch life..but i guess..the world has proved mii wrong.

im jus a loner.a loser.the biggest fool on earth.

[ lovin u too much i cant bear to let go ]


here's another poem..im writing it on the spot kays?

my.life.
x[ there's no1 to share my joy ]x
x[ cos the whole world seems to treat mii like a toy ]x
x[ i reallie hope it isn't real ]x
x[ though it isn't a reallie big deal ]x

x[ sometimes i just wanna cry ]x
x[ others i just wanna die ]x
x[ but who cares anyway? ]x
x[ they'll just continue to enjoy their day ]x

x[ i hate my life ]x
x[ just wanna stab myself wif a knife ]x
x[ but i cant bring myself to ]x
x[ its cos of u ]

x[ i just cant help it but to hold on ]x
x[ and waking up at dawn ]x
x[ onli to realise wad happened ]x
x[ was a dream of u,makin mii feel disheartened. ]x