just back frm readiin other ppl's blogs..

been motivated to post something today.

nth much happened.

went to sch for training.couldn't see clearly cos my specs are at the optician's.broke them on saturday morning.

think i saw arif in front of mii.but veh scared recognize wrong person.

training was quite okay..ran the usual..

thought i lost my sis's watch.actually the uncle gave it to the office.kay la!i rmb wrong color can anot?the clerk refused to return the watch to mii.which is quite stupid.okays.i'll explain it in the logical way.

i went to the office onli a few minutes after the uncle gave it la.if im not the 'owner' of the watch how would i noe a watch was just returned?

after that went to westmall..go arcade den outside got a few hillgrove ppl.they told us to go in.den i say got sch logo.they say who cares.just go in la.so mii yan and ning went.

race car car.watch yan dance.den race the bicycle thingy.im lousy at cycling.

go buy food.bought this reallie cute tigger box chocolates.so nice.=))

cant wait for the lps chalet to come.

mum says i shld go for the class one.at least for the day activities.shld i?dunno..dun wanna feel left out..=(

been thinking abt many many stuffs..hai..

its quite weird sometimes.when ppl keep complaining there's no1 to talk to them..no1 who understands them..im just like one of them..but its actually their own fault..

cos its them who refuse to let others know abt their problems..they refuse to tell others abt their problems..yet they blame others for not trying to understand them..

people change.so do i.

no matter how badly i want to relive those precious memories that hover arnd my mind,i noe its impossible.cos its also my fault.that i didn't cherish them then.

now.no matter how many times or how long we talk,things would jus nvr return to normal..

but deep inside.i still seem to hate u.cuz u noe why?u alwaes ask abt her.it makes mii feel as if im ur owl.pass msg to u frm her frm her to u.let mii tell u this.im not ur owl.im a human being.one whom u all think is unfeeling.

this isn't fair.the world isn't.

nth is gonna return back to the past like how we wanted it to be.not now.not forever.