i just feel irritating today.or shld i say irritated?nvm.
a bit of both.
so bear wif mii ppl!!!
cos this is gonna be a long entry..i think.
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it all started when i got onto the bloody 176 bus this morning and there was this irritating lady[im being polite by not callin her woman okay]who kept pushing mii forward.
wad did i do?
i leaned back.=x
i was so god damn happy when i got off the bus la.
the ppl i met on the bus today are just so irritating.
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go to sch for run..
LOL.we are such meanies.we didn't reallie finish running.
but nvm.our secret.=)
we played a bit of bball..is reallie abit la.
den go outside sch and eat..instant noodles AGAIN.
miss latimer's lesson was quite boring..i almost fell aslp.
mii and pam even passed msgs la.so so so lame can.
and shawn,mx and chinhou were talkin abt high and low pressure cos josef kept changin the temperature..
after remedial!!!
went down to canteen and saw my beloved athletes there arnd a round table.
preparing to go library study mah.
den vinc say he not goin wif us.
ask him why.say got tuition.
and guess wad i said?
'he has tuition every day,but it doesn't seem to help in any way.'
den jamie told mii wad i said just rhymed.and i din notice.
haha.
saw my fellow mental oso.
kekeke.
and his retarded lil juniors.
pathetic mii.had to leave wif 4 ncc guys.-.-
i felt so left out can!!!
and during lunch at kfc,some retarded but funny stuffs happen.but i just cant rmb wad happened.x)
we went off to the library..onli to continue crapping.
jamie yan and jian hong are so so so retarded can.
they kept talkin abt sth i dunno.its okay la.
but they did it in front of mii!!cant help but feel retarded..
and we continued crapping.
farhan was writing his stuffs and i was doin my gong han..and jamie was just.doing her work too i guess.
and jian hong kept hitting farhan's erhem erhem.
ncc guys.sigh.
after awhile the mentals decided to take photos!!! but im too lazy to upload it.want the photos come ask mii bah!will send it to u!=)
after all these,i of cos had to go home..and after dinner?i went to imm wif my mum,sis and bro.
it was so so so boring can.
wanted to buy my tigger water bottle..but nvm.
farhan so happened to leave imm when i was in it.but we din meet.so nvm.
went to the night market..sian la.
bought a handphone pouch.
now im at home here.
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dun worry.im not angry at u.im just disappointed.perhaps the problem just started with mii.all my fault ya?im sorry.i totally did not noe he wld take my words for serious.and u wld take his for real too.at first,i just felt lyk whacking u up lyk no1's business.but den again,i tot,its just my fault for telling him that.IM SORRY.
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i've decided to give up!!!yay.
guess why.nvm.i'll tell u.
its cos..i tot reallie hard..and remembered that i once came across a website..which told ppl abt how they know if they are in love,or just infatuation.
being in love,means im able to talk to that person openly.but in my case?i cant even say hi.
i guess its just infatuation..it isn't love.=)
thats why i've decided to just give up..i just need the time.
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decided to compose another poem on the spot..dun ask why.
just suddenly feel lyk it.
okay nvm.i'll post it here when i've tot of it..
takkaire peeps..
