i'm feeling damn stoned now. so don't mind me if my entry is boring.

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yday wenbin and jamie came to drop their stuffs at my hse before meeting the rest at je.. thanks wenbin for bringing the straightener! so heavy.. haha. and jamie poon! no shi jian guan nian.. she was so so so late lah.

den we all ended up meeting an hr later than what we agreed on.

okay.. we headed off for marina square to buy the tickets for deathnote2.. and had dinner at suntec city. delifrance! the guys had burger king instead. don't know what's with them.. anyway, deathnote2 was quite nice even though i didn't watch the first one. it's so cool luh.

we walked around aimlessly like what jamie always says when we go out. called derrence[he's my cousin.] to ask where he was. and he was still at home? bah.

the fireworks were seriously pathetic. i expected it to be bigger or something. in the end it started drizzling so after meeting with zhenning, we went to look for a bus back to my house.. we were so happy when we caught an empty 174 only to realise it was going the -wrong- direction.

so we got off, and the girls cabbed back while the guys pangseh-ed us after we got onto the cab.

and something dumb happened.

derrence called me and i glanced at my hp, answering the call thinking it was darren who called.

derrence: harlow ah? where you now?
me: on the cab lah. you all leh?
derrence: huh?? so early go home already??
me: i thought we going to my hse??
derrence: HUH?? what talking you sia. msg lah msg lah!

after like a few seconds. i realised it was derrence who called me. so i called back.
yihui: paiseh paiseh! i saw ur name as some1 else's one.
derrence: DIAO. den u going home now meh?
yihui: yah. there so crowded. and the fireworks sucked lah. so small.
derrence: WALAO. you not interesting one. so early go home.
yihui: =O *gasps* i dare you to say that again.
derrence: loser lah you. so early go home.
yihui: zzz.

den i hung up. but he's nice enough to call me back at 12plus to wish me happy new year..

me and the girls cabbed back to my hse and walked to cher's to collect my tee..

i swear the 3 of them were so high. they just insisted we HAD to switch on the tv or else we won't be exact.

and derrence called again.
derrence:harlow?
me: harlow.
derrence: it's me.
me: orh. okay.
derrence: just testing. anyway, happy new year ah.
me: haha. happy new year to you too.
derrence: haha. okay. byebye.
me: byebye.

den we sat outside my hse snacking and stuffs, talking, lighting up sparklers and running around like no1's business. only came into the hse at 2am like that..

we talked and took turns to bathe till 6am? and decided to go sleep.

and some1 called. then we talked and talked and talked.. and i found out something i maybe didn't want to know.. oh well. it's over anyway. hope that some1's somehow feeling better today. love isn't the only thing in life for you to live.

but i'm glad the girls came over. (: love you all loads. we shall all work hard in this new year.

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i seriously don't know what i'm thinking.

i just want to work hard this year to get into a good jc. i don't wanna regret it.

forget the times we talked,
stop being someone you are not.
don't treat a person so nice,
'cos sometimes he or she might not be that wise.

to realise that that is you,
and how you treat the other few.
thinking about it feeling so dumb.
and the pain is making me numb.

just another dream,
smashed by reality.
broken the friendship seem,
it's time to let go of that memory.