okay, firstly. i have to say this.

there's been two of this weird cheena chinese people who added me on msn. their nicknames are in chinese, they talk to me in chinese. and the weird thing is? they said the same things to me.

爱情褪色后 记忆开始 says:
milk.chocs,一个人没有事情，想找一个人能陪我出去逛逛，散散心，寥寥天，看看电影什么的。 [some weird chinese website]

уιнυі™ says:
err. who are you?

爱情褪色后 记忆开始 says:
很高兴认识你~

уιнυі™ says:
ni shi shui.

爱情褪色后 记忆开始 says:
有事走开,回头聊

very disturbing. *shivers*

i didn't go see the website, suspect it's some virus or sth else.

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anyway. today's emath paper was quite okay i guess. at least it was more do-able than the other papers..

hopefully i'll do better in this paper.

YAY. friday marks the end of the prelims. tralala.

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oh btw. i'm looking for these two friends..

Geraldina.
She was from LPS too, got to know her when we went to Perth with the school. Met two years back at chalet, but didn't get her contacts.

Alan.
ellise's bro's friend. got to know him when i was just in.. p6 if i'm not wrong. only knew he was from nhss, went to njc. shld be in ns or sth now.

please let me know if you think you know/came across them before !

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I AM : very bored.

I WANT : to get 8A1s.

I HAVE : no life.

I WISH : i could fly.

I HATE : being me.

I FEAR : being in the dark. alone.

I HEAR : the news.

I SEARCH : for people who share the same love as me. for chocolates.

I WONDER : how my parents will react after the prelim results come out next week.

I REGRET : not keeping in touch with some of the greatest people i once knew.

I LOVE : doing nothing and wasting my life away.

I AM ALWAYS : being ignored.

I AM NOT : going to complain anymore.

I NEVER : want to lose any friends anymore.

I RARELY : take the initiative to talk to ppl, so you can choose to talk to me or just don't talk to me.

I CRY : whenever i feel like i need to.

I AM NOT ALWAYS : spoilt

I LOSE : when i'm in a bad mood.

I NEED : to lose weight, soon

I SHOULD : just keep stop complaining.

I LONG FOR : a good life.

I DRIVE : other people crazy.

I ANALYZE : how people think.

I WILL : go and do my geog mcq in the tys later on.

I HOPE : i can get 8A1s.

I HURT : people's feelings in the past.

I FEEL : like crying.

I HIDE : poon and kong's phone when they don't realise it. neo will nvr be so careless to leave her valuables lying arnd. just like me. (:

I LISTEN : to music.

I BREATHE : so that i don't die. DUH.

I LEARNED : how to cherish the things i have now more.

I DREAM ABOUT : fairly weird things.

I WAIT : for my hp to beep; oh ! another bday reminder ! =.=

I SAY : i shld stuff myself with chocolates.

I THINK : i should stop doing this.

I KNOW : that i am such a gong.

I PLANNED ON : doing geog tys just now. but i didn't.



LAST PEOPLE YOU ..

Saw : mum.

Talked to on the phone : big bro.

Met : ppl i nvr thought i would in my dreams.

Text messaged : nic seetoh to thank him for telling me to smile.

Ate with : me, myself and i.

TODAY ..

I'm : sleeping early and waking up late tmr.

Wearing : clothes.

What were you doing 10 hours ago : in the middle of emath paper1. =.=

FAVOURITE ..

Number(s) : 12

Movie : i don't know. as in. the movie isn't titled i don't know.

CURRENTLY ..

Are you missing someone right now : yeah. loads.

Mood : neutral.

Wanting : 8A1s. OKAY. i admit. i'm obsessed with it !

First thing you did this morning?
snooze my hp alarm.

What's bothering you right now?
pae.

Where is the last place you went?
sch.

Do you have any siblings?
older brother and sister.

Do you smile often?
yup, to myself in the mirror. when i feel like it, sometimes on the bus. kong says it makes the world a smil-ier place.

Do you wish upon stars?
yeah.

Are you a friendly person?
am i?

What color shirt are you wearing?
black.

What were you doing at 12 last night?
TRYING TO SLEEP.

When was the last time you cried?
*shrugs*

Do you get angry easily?
i guess. that's what they say.

Take any vitamins?
nope.

What are you about to do?
go crazy.

Did you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
not really. a msg would make me reeeeeally happy. but i don't feel like replying.

Rate life as of right now... 0-10?
5. i'm neutral

Labels: talking to myself again.