@ Wednesday, March 05, 2008, 2:07 PM
elloooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ I AM LINDzzzaay loHEN. (:okay cranky.. lalalalala.
today was another great day! spent with dearest [ part of ] OG15! crashed econs H1 lecture this morning.. and i swear it was totally boaaaring. but i understood lah! MAGIC. i'm just too smart.. hyakhyakhyak.
BYTHEWAY. anyone wanna go back to css on friday? i'm gonna find my juniors!!! XD
anyway..
yes. i was thinking again today.. couldn't concentrate during the lectures anyway.
TAGREPLIES;
meixiu - HELLO!! (:
kh - really? that's good.
yuanting - ELLOOOOO! keep smiling too girl!
shawn - yup, the greatest greatest greatest person in the world!
POON - yup i know, thank you.. (:
NANGNIE - see! he just can't do without fast runners lah. =x
youknowwho - lol. hannar..
wenbin - aww man! free kisses!! =D yeah, we were thinking of meeting up to study every sat or sth.. but then you'll have nothing to study if we start this whole thing now right!! :(
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you know, sometimes i just don't like meeting so many people.. as in.
the same thing happens everytime you go to a new environment, doesn't it? you've close friends for like 2-3 years, then when everyone heads different directions, it's just natural. we just stop talking like we used to already. like. IT JUST HAPPENS! you get it?
and everytime i think about it.. i get scared. really. like after making new friends, forging new bonds with them, will we forget about one another? will we stop talking completely? and when the next time we talk, we'll realise how much we've all changed.. and how long we haven't caught up for.
with completely no idea of what goes on in one another's lives, we just continue walking on. as though our paths never crossed.
maybe now you tell me, 'LOL. yihui! how can ever forget you?! i won't forget you one lah, never in this lifetime.' or maybe you said that to me before, or to someone else luh.
and now, think about when was the last time you had a proper conversation with that person you ever said that to.
but nevertheless, everyone has contributed a part to my life. even if it's just that one small little part.. yes and jamie poon still contributes 85% of my life's laughters.
i guess that's how life works. gain something, lose something.
and now i know why i don't have a boyfriend. thanks to my OG friends, who enlightened me today. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. cos i look like i have one. (:
my heart feels empty.