Geography Common test; finally over.

Hello Math worksheet of my brother's. Hello GP essay. Hello failed math test. Hello table.

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Nobody in this world is really perfect, even if they claim to be perfectionists. Being a perfectionist, doesn't mean you are perfect.

Is there anyone who doesn't fear..

Being backstabbed?
Humiliation?
Disappointment?
Loneliness?
Failure?

Well, I admit, that I'm afraid of all of them. You know, it's like.. Everyone is nice. But you never know who is really nice, or simply faking it.

I remember Mrs Yeo SM said before, she finds it scary. Because everyone was so nice to her, saying 'Hi Mrs Yeo!' every morning during assembly, or when we see her around in school. Until she saw the comment somebody made about her during the surveys on our various subject teachers, including herself. And the worst thing for her was?

She learnt about the comment a day before Teachers' Day.

So yup. But till today, I still don't know who wrote that comment about her.

Disappointment and Failure.. Like having expectations, but you never seem to be able to meet them. Yes yes, failure is the mother to success. But it gets tiring, having to keep trying, yet getting back close to nothing. It gets so tiring, you just feel like.. Giving up. Letting go of all your past efforts; doesn't matter much anyway.

And at that point in time, it just so happens; People start pouring out their problems to you. Which drives you even more insane. Because everyone is telling you everything, you don't know who else to tell everything else to!!

But then, you just refuse to accept all these. And continue hanging in there.. So I'll continue doing so. I'm a strong girl!

Lol, and at this point in time, I suddenly can't think of anything else to say. Blanked out.

Okay, shall let my brain rest for now.

Take great care people.

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TAGREPLIES;

guips - YA. sch librarians are. ughhhh.
huayp - totally agreed.

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YES! Today was a completely slacked-away day for me.

Went bowling, walked around westmall like some no lifer, went to my grandma's.

But my sister's really damn funny. You see.. We left the house together while I went bowling, and she went to catch a movie with Annie. Oh. okay. Now I remember..

You know, while jay-walking with other people, I actually scream and shout? I don't know exactly why I do, but I think it's mainly because it's really scary. Really scary.

And she's like, 'Can you stop embarrassing me??' And then she walked off humming, pretending not to know me.

But on the bus, she started embarrassing me.

Sister - Psst. Mei mei. You want to listen to music?
Me - *stares widely* Err. No...?
Sister - Okay. I'm going to play my music out loud.

THEN she really started playing the music out loud. Like you know, how those ah bengs and ah liansreally cool people like to play it on public transport without the earpiece?

And all the other passengers practically stared at us. Ohmygoodnessitwassoembarrassing.

But really funny ah.